TeshuvaTale

Mission

You understand now: what you found was never just for you. You carry a truth to share, not to save, but to witness.

To Be a Witness in the Great Trial

To be a witness in the greatest trial in the history of existence — only we’re not quite sure who’s on trial, or who’s judging whom. If you haven’t yet read the monumental book The Trial by Franz Kafka (may his soul rest in peace), do yourself a favor and read it. Yes, it’s a kind of sin to read the work of a man who begged us in his lifetime to burn every page — but we are far from perfect. And this is not the place to begin repenting — especially not when the work in question casts such a powerful light on everything you thought you knew about justice, morality, and the endless war that rages beneath what we call reality.

Life, So-Called

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They call it life. Professor Yeshayahu Leibowitz, of blessed memory, once said that nothing can be said about death — because death is the absence of life, and one cannot speak of absence. Physics teaches that darkness is the absence of light, and so it still cannot fully explain the nature of dark matter — that which surrounds everything that exists. It has no satisfying answer to a very simple question:
Why is the void… not actually empty?

A Darker Truth

So let me say aloud what you already know deep inside: Darkness is not the absence of light. It is not the absence of life. If we had a bit more humility, we would have understood this long ago. Darkness is greater than light. It is the first element of existence. And lack of life — is the womb from which life was born. If anything, the opposite is true: Life is the absence of death. Light is the absence of darkness.

An Impossible Existence

Just for Today

It doesn’t make sense that you exist. And yet here you are. Reading. Maybe hurting. Maybe crying. Maybe grasping one thin strand of truth — before it wraps itself around you completely.
If you’ve read this far — you are not alone. You’re not here to save the world. You’re here to witness that it still turns. Even without proof. Even when everything around you denies it.

Frequently Asked Questions

Do I carry a truth worth sharing?

If it lives inside you — it’s already searching for a way out.
Not everyone must speak. But if you do — let it be true.

To witness is to not run away. Not from pain, not from paradox, not from the unknown. It is the willingness to stay present — even when you don’t know what’s coming.

The real danger is pretending you don’t have a truth inside you — just because no one else can see it.

You're Not Alone

There is light in you — even if it’s wrapped in darkness.